Hi everyone, I can’t believe I’m doing this for a fourth (and last) time.
My second year is about to end and I’ve many things to say. First of all, this semester has been a real roller coaster, I’ve had a great time but also a very very bad time. At the beginning of the semester, I felt very motivated, but as the days go by I feel like I have been losing it. My performance this semester hasn’t been bad at all, on the contrary, I’ve done very well, but the weird thing is that I don’t feel happy about it. I’ve had many academic disappointments during this semester that have made me feel that I’m not preprared at all for next year’s practicum. It’s a little sad because I’ve also had many good surprises, like the Phonetics midterm where I got a 7, and which thas been my greatest pride this semester.
In addition, I read my “Goals and expectations for Language 4” that I wrote at the beginning of the semester and I have mixed feelings. At the time, I wrote that I felt scared for two components, Speaking and Use of English, but especially for Speaking, and today I feel the same, which doesn’t make me feel good because I feel that I didn’t progress at all and that I’m stuck in the same place. Although I can notice progress in Use of English, I still don’t feel 100% comfortable with my knowledge. In the case of Speaking, I feel that compared to last semester or last year I have gotten worse and that really scares me. I don’t want this semester to end because I don’t feel ready for the practicum.
My experience receiving feedback from Language 2 and Language 6 students:
On the other hand, this semester I have also received feedback from my first and third year classmates and my experience has been very good. As you may have noticed I’m very hard on myself and I don’t trust my abilities, so receiving feedback from them telling me that my pronunciation is good, that I express ideas very well or simply that I did a very good job is something that helped me a lot when I wasn’t feeling motivated to continue. Personally I think it is a very good approach, receiving both perspectives, from higher and lower grades helped me a lot to realize what factors I should focus on.

Finally, I’m not finishing this semester in the best of spirits, not so happy but I just hope that the next one will be good and that I can do very well in the practicum.
Thanks for reading, have a nice day!




